ok, so i have written before here about rooting for my guys to do well, as opposed to mike’s or ron’s players doing poorly.
the germans, should you not know, had a word, schaedenfreude, which basically means deriving pleasure from the misery of others.
which is a little shy of what i would like to think we are doing, but, i gotta confess, it takes a lot of consciousness not to engage.
i know if tim wakefield or carlos torres get clobbered tomorrow, it will probably be to my advantage.
and, it is sooooooooo bloody hard to not think of that. although, i do need to focus on scott feldman having his own good start today, for that is as important.
as of now i am half a point down, with maybe six categories where in mike or i can pick up or drop a point or so to the other.
and, ron is not far off, although only in strikeouts can he directly influence the battle between mike and i.
although, if he does, and we have a blip, well…
i am trying to watch the tigers and twins, and am rooting for the twins to go all the way. cos i like them and it would be a good story.
i am trying not to pay attention to jeremy gutherie, whom i have benched, and don’t have to not pay attention to justin masterson cos his game got rained out.
and, now i understand peavy will go against the tigers this weekend. meaning maybe i have to rethink and hope the tigers clinch friday, giving peavy a second string roster?
sigh. i don’t know. i think i will go hide in ken burns wonderful documentary on the national park system, and forget about watching.
just wake me when it is over….